We Are Nowhere

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Tell me about yourself.


( about me. )

The FRIENDS LOCK BANNER was made by: maiko_fangirl 

Well... I'm still young and I'll still make mistakes... But I have to say the thing I regret most now is cutting. It's left me with scars, both mental and physical, that I'm not sure will ever go away. In a way, I feel that I'll never be beautiful because I have these lines all over. All I can do now is move forward and see what other mistakes I've made.

I can't really "fix" myself all the way. Even if the scars on my body fade, I still remember. I panic when people grab my wrists and pull up my sleeves. I still hesitate a moment before taking off jackets. I can't really look at myself.

I'm suffering with something else right now, but I hope to overcome this too before it becomes another regret. Let's keep struggling~

This probably made no sense lol

I'm afraid I have a problem. I am deathly shy of speaking to people (/////////)

I have no idea when this happened. Maybe around the time I first moved and spent more than half a year alone....? I can't even stand to comment without blushing, retyping, and then not actually commenting...! I'm a terrible person. OTL

Maybe Haru should help me... I can't post anything anywhere. It's not good enough. I can't talk to people. I'm from the Victorian era and therefor do not know how to use a computer or any sort of gadget. I'm clumsy. I do have a stutter when speaking to people I don't know well. I tend to not look people in the eyes. I'm camera shy. I don't even half my picture in my yearbook (so I don't have an ID either D':). Will someone help me? T_T

Possible spoilers? Just by the cover I guess lol

( Dream in Japanese )

I stare at the ceiling and try to decide if it's too dark or too light. I sit up slowly with my blanket and look at my phone. I check the time and answer any text messages I may have. I turn on some music and the lamp, then I get up. I change, brush my teeth, fix my hair, put on some makeup, throw my stuff in my bag, put on some shoes, then run out with my headphones on.

... Because I write what I feel and what's happening. Even if it's not clear, or only I understand it, it's there in between. I hope these aren't so bad....

( You and only you... is never )

So here are some icons... Made with the power of boredom and laziness!

Hitman Reborn

               

               

               



xxxHolic

       



And you know... I don't want to be credited for stuff like this. It's just resizing and cropping images and occasionally adding stuff but it's not like I drew it so it's fine...

So I decided to start with TYL1827~ I'll get the younger one done by Monday! I did really bad on the covers so please forgive me... Maybe I should post on 1827 is love...? But it's not that good... ;__; But here it is...





( You're all I need )

Something I did mostly for Mai-chan(who must surely hate my song choices lol) and because I love the drama. I hope someone enjoys this, even though I don't post anywhere else :D

( Nobuta Power... Enter! )

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I finally finished watching Nobuta wo Produce~ On to the next drama!

On that note~ Here's the list that Mai-chan gave me!

 

( Drama! )